I suck at this! Haha.

Wow... talk about slacking. *sigh* I don't know what my issue is these days. I haven't been motivated to much of anything lately, though. Don't know what my problem is anymore. =/ This week has sucked for the most part and I haven't felt like doing anything. I feel like I'm falling back into the rut I keep finding myself in from time to time and that scares me. Especially with fall semester starting in a couple of weeks. Of course I don't have any idea what to do about that. Or work. Or anything really. I feel like there is so much I need to do but I don't have the energy or drive to do it. Only good news I have really had this week was that my dad's land finally sold and that he found "us" a '04 Mach 1 Mustang. *happy dance!* I haven't really even been too excited about that but it's mostly due to the fact I don't wanna get my hopes up and then something happens. We're gonna go look at it together Monday afternoon, though.

But yea, as far as everything else... I just don't know anymore. I feel so overwhelmed and have so many things going through my mind but I can't seem to organize my thoughts. I wish I felt like I could just sit down and figure out everything but it seems impossible. I feel so confused about everything anymore.. and I mean, EVERYTHING. Which worries me as well. I just wish I had some direction in my life. I wish I knew the right thing to do. I feel like if I at least knew I was doing the right thing and making some kind of progress, doing the work and so forth wouldn't be such an issue. *sigh* I just don't know. I was hoping I could get some of this out and help clear my mind with this but it seems to be going nowhere. I feel like I'm just talking in circles. I think I'll just go curl up with a book and forget my own life for a while...